I am alone on my Journey

People do not seem to appreciate my spiritual endeavours .. A proof is the comments on my last post...

Raza and bodi are my friends from Giki..and i still have this grudge that they didnt let me be their partner in writing the novelette for the first official Giki magzine.. btw, I did take my revenge later by never making it to the list of those 4,5 people who ever actually managed to read that story completely.. :)

Anyways, I have lived with objections on my spiritual endeavours for long..4th Dimension , Hypnosis, NLP , Silva, Reiki, Out of body experience.... all these things never made sense to anyone in my social circle.. But i have never cared .. i have my beleifs .. I do not mind changing them..and i dont mind putting them in front of people to get criticized... but till yet no objection has made much sense to me..

Raza...! your initial argument was that there is no place in the world doing research on such things.. We never talked about your opinions on the results..so that is a new argument that you are coming up with.and btw we can always have objections on all kind of experiments.. All great sceintists have experienced great opposition at their times.. This doesnt mean that they were wrong .. this does mean that they stood with what they believed.... but anyways this doesnt mean that i whole heartedly support Emoto..though i do know that even research in USA is not as good and authentic as it is considered..and if you dont believe me, i can cite a person who has worked in two research labs of NASA... do you know that guy Raza!! :)

And about my wasteful life...(was it wasteful or waistful??) ..well..I guess thats it is for me to decide how much value is getting added to my life by learning all these things... I have always liked paranormal things...and i enjoy doing paranormal stuff... I know people who spend thousand of rupees on expensive graphic cards and then they waste hundereds of hours playing computer games.. so...you see!! my case is just like that....with the only difference that the stuff i do and i believe has a lot to do with coincidences... and recently i have started to have a lot of coincidences.. and it will be very stupid of me if i fail to relate these increased coincidences with my recent increase in spiritual practices...

but offcourse i never mind people objecting me...how else will i ever know that i am going...

PS.. i miss KB here...though Raza is compensating his absence a lot by being as much logical as he gets at times..but still KB has his own his class.

What i learnt from Silva Workshop

SILVA workshop ended.. It was a three days workshop where i learned that my already learnt things are enough ..Now is the time to practice them..

About "What do you do in that workshop?"
You can get all the details about Silva from wikipedia (see) ..About the workshop that i attended; its a three days workshop in which they program our mind with different techniques.. They take us to a trance state (a state between being sleep and awake state) and give us a few suggestions.. This is called programming.. Ideally there should be 21 trances but we got only 14.. :(...And that too were not very clear to understand..

VISUALIZATION & IMAGINATION
A main thing that i have now realized is the importance of the VISUALIZATION and IMAGINATION. These two are THE MOST important skills in mind sciences and they CAN be developed and improved by simple regular practice...

Water can store our message
There was a very informative video shown in the workshop.. it was about the ability of water to store information .. There is a guy who did some research on the crystal structure of frozen water and came up with amazing findings...His experiments show that the water crystal change their structure if you project your thoughts or emotions on it.. The video showed effects of prayers, greeting , curses on water crystal.. I am showing a few pictures...

This is the picture of fresh water which has no crystalline structure...

Then this is the picture of that same water after it was exposed to prayer... See the beautiful crystal structure.

Then this is a picture of water after it was cursed...

More details can be found here and here.. These articles provide more images..

The main idea is that thoughts can effect things..The power of prayer does exist..and that there are people who are doing research on how mind can effect the matter. (For the eyes of Raza: Do you still believe that There is NO Place in the World doing research on such things)

Mind Rulz..

For the love of Princess

I have been tweaking this poem for a month......now i am finally copying and pasting it without having a look on it cause then i will easily spend an other hour on it..so do ignore any obvious errors in it...till monday..till i return from SILVA....

Oh princess , my princess ! where have you gone

I wait for you daily, from dusk till dawn

I miss your broken mirrors , and your teerhi seat

I miss going far away, to try new things to eat

Can I guess the speed , you ever had at max

it was 60 right? , on which other cars relax

do you miss having dhakas , each and every morning

and then being Naraz without giving me any warning

even Amjad never smoked ,while sitting in you

see!! every body knew, you hate cigarette ki boo

Getting your body washed , has always been a pain

But why to worry now, In summer there is more rain

Now my friends are happy, they never have to wait,

Since you aren’t around, I never reach anywhere late.

I miss all that ‘khar khar’ , you used to release

So please come back , oh! please please please please

PS. Uff!! main kit fitna poet hoon!!

Sleep Less, Relax More

it may seem like a telenor ad...and i do like all their ads where they tell you about one thing that is less and the other that is more... I am waiting for their "Pay Less, Talk more" product.. :).

AC

I bought a split AC yesterday.. DAWLANCE ka.. 1 ton ... Akheer kharcha.. but after using it for a night , i have realized that i badly needed it .. my body needed it... I slept for 6 hours only and when i woke up i was all fresh.. Earlier i was not relaxing even by having an 8 hours sleep.. Before the arrival of the AC, i had been following a proper protocol before sleeping.. It was a long protocol that involved taking showers 2 times before sleeping...and turning on my SALT LAMP for a while .. I have a belief that my salt lamp has magical power to cool down the room in summer and warm it up in winter.. There are other beliefs associated with this lamp..but that will be in a later post... :)

SILVA

For the next three days i may not come online.. My silva workshop will start from tomorrow.. Its a three days workshop...from morning till evening...(nearly 10am to 6pm)... For 3 days , i will be having breakfast and lunch in PC... :) .. Yumm!! Yumm!!

OF THE PRINCESS

Oh! i forgot...She is back.. Details later..cause i am getting late now.. I have written a poem on the princess in its absence... but shouldnt that be a seperate post..

The new addiction

I first saw a guy playing Starcraft in PC Lab (GIKI, 1998, my first semester) . I was awed by the method of playing the game....I had never seen a game being played solely by a mouse before... The first sight of the game made me fall into love with it...and in the time that followed i got fully addicted to it ..I still consider this game as the 2nd most important reason that i got probabtion in my first semester in Giki, ....the first one being Nix..


Addictions have played very important role in my life... the few that i have had are Starcraft , Warcraft , Food , depression , e-mails , stupid jokes etc.


Recently i have developed a new addiction..reading.... reading of the spiritual stuff...of mind...of soul....of eastern meditation techniques...etc...etc. There is a big treasure of information about these weird things on internet.. (Yeah!! i am not alone) .. and once i start reading the things i can't stop for hours.. At home, I am in the boss stage of prince of persia 3 for the last 2-3 weeks and even though i have read the method to kill the evil Vizier (the boss) i can not get enough time to beat the shit out of him because my reading addiction is not letting me have enough time to even turn my PC on .




OBE ... is Out Of body Experience.. Our soul leaves our body every night when we go to sleep .. It then goes to another plane....which is known as astral plane... We recall the experiences of our soul in the astral plane (when we wake up) as dreams...
OBE is like dreaming but it is with an awareness.. I am trying to have an OBE for a long time..but very recently i have started trying it regularly ...Last night i did have a glimpse of what OBE is like...


DREAMS:

My dreams are making some sense now... A week ago i had three dreams that had very deep meanings.. I got the solution of my biggest problem through the first one...slighlty understood the reason of my current religious status through the second one.. and had an idea to keep continuing my workshops from the third one... Finally!! I am getting a guidance...A connection.....

I am happy that now i am making progress on the spiritual front...